Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Recovery

Today I am grateful for:

Feeling mostly recovered from my camping injuries and back on track. I was down for the count all day Monday. Understanding clients when I had to reschedule. Manifesting a cancel from my last client for the day who was the only phone number I didn't have at home. I am only slightly off beat today.

Wonderful Womyn's Camp and all of the opportunities it presented: Growth, connection, stepping out of old limits, laughter, play, serious talk, tears, being of service (coffee service mostly), new friends, re-connection with old friends, tolerance, self-talk, empathy, great food, the smell of campfire, hot shit moments, henna tatoos, tarot readings.....

That MJT, my new name for Michelle, not sure why, is envisioning 90 women next year. woo hoo Everyone reading this that did not attend this year, PLEASE mark your calendar for next year May 8 - 11.

Touching love notes in my journal. Sharon Ri. (Mom MJT) saying that she will remember me for sure. I hope it is for good things.

That Amy loves me enough to research concussion and make sure I will recover fully. Thanks Girl. Don't worry about that contact sport requirement. :-)

Sharon for her kick-ass driving skills with the trailer that allowed us to bring as much stuff as we wanted and not get stuck down the wrong road.

My own process of de-briefing from the week-end. Seeing where I fall into self doubt and judgement. Recognizing my voice of self hate that wants to get in there and take away my good feelings about the experience and replace them with negative ones. Seeing how it wants to take advantage of my physical illness and use it as a tool. My ability to observe this and not let it happen. Really seeing how deep and ingrained my feelings of unlovability and self doubt are.

All that is stated above that serves to remind me how far in my own recovery I have come.

Hearing from Leo via his list

Sarah leaving for Europe VERY soon. You are going to have such a wonderful time.

My beautiful, welcoming home to return to

All of you- The amazing people the universe has brought to me by answering my manifesting requests.

Hugs and Kisses
Kari

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