Monday, April 30, 2007

Connection

This morning I am grateful for:

So many wonderful moments and connections on this week-end

The faith that people have in me

A deep knowing that this work changes lives

The number of people willing to drive long distances to be on the TLC week-end

Feeling loved and understood by so many without having to say anything.

Leo having a wonderful time on his adventure even though we missed him

Melissa and Shannon's beautiful song and willingness to stretch and preform at graduation

The Indiana faction and ALL that they do to bring joy and inspiration. The opportunity to have two outdoor lunches with them and hear about their passions.

Sherry for doing a great job with the music and coming up with some great new songs.

Anna for her laughter and giving me credit for manifesting a great new guy for her. You can't really manifest for other people so I didn't do it, but it's fun to think I have that much influence.

Amy for being everyone's good friend.

Missing Sarah on the week-end but knowing that she is going to have a kick ass trip trip to Europe.

Getting such a kick out of having Levi on the week-end and seeing how magnetic he is. In my mind he will always be a little guy with chocolate on his face. Seeing him smile and dance. He so needed that. Thank you ladies.

The excitement that is building around womyn's camp. I can't wait

The work of Cherie Huber and being able to use her techniques a few times on Sunday afternoon.

Letting myself be who I am which is not perfect, I get cranky and sometimes take things personally, I blame other people for my negative feelings. I want to lash out. I want to quit. Through all of this though, I have the awareness that my reactions belong to me and are not caused by someone else (that is the part I am grateful for) I am not doing this from a place of unconscious, unskilled behavior, it is now conscious unskilled behavior, but that's progress.
I do not want to present myself or be seen as someone who always "has it all together" because I'm not. I am grateful that I am human.

Getting a laugh about being described as raunchy.

You, you, you


hugs and kisses
Kari

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